nobody is gonna get me quite like me

i'm sorry that you hate yourself so much
all so you can fit in w/ the hedonistic bunch
you couldn't a told me anything back then
crashing n burning is a form of learning
we ain't renaming nothin
what would i do to pass the time if i wasn't so fixated on my many states of mind
i'd rather be emotionally charged over here
putting a psychiatrist in charge won't ever help you understand why it's so hard
all the emotion gets stuffed in yer gut, that's why you feel guilty
turning it down or off completely is lame
i will take crying every day over not being able to cry at all
it's my job to understand the thoughts in my head
major advantage over society since i know that loneliness won't kill me
it's nice to be understood every so often
i do what i do no matter what, it's cool if people get sumin out of it tho
no point in putting it out there if i were to believe that i'm the only person in the world with this kinda experience
there have to be others that know what it's like to be an other
my parents have $ cos they make way better decisions than me
so lucky to be where i am
so grateful to be able to stand (since i wasn't able to do so a few wks ago)
most couldn't stand all the stuff that i do on a regular basis
i am able to stand up for what's right
i don't wanna do anything that reduces my ability to empathize
casino. strip club. crack house. crack pipe. crack dealer
i said strip club hahaha
i did actually write a song awhile back
the record store is sumin of a sanctuary
i need to stop by n see charlie, owner of variety record shop in columbia, tn right up the street from my church
music has always been a saving grace
self-awareness will empower you way more than political ideaulogies
talking to the internet is typically not nice for me, was i being sarcastic?