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Evening Star Fantasy Ambience

Lyrics:
I want to be stronger; just a little stronger
With that, I made a wish,
In hopes of overcoming this sadness

For too many times have I turned back, looking at my past that could never be changed
I'll conceal these scars for the rest of my life, for I will not show them to anyone

I'll bear with all the pain that comes pouring out from these memories,
I don't need this ephemeral warmth they call 'love'

Thus, I made a wish
To become stronger; stronger than before,
So as to overcome this darkness by myself
But even so, my heart began to sink; along with my weak existence
Into these depths, where certainly nobody could find me
Being unable to call out to anyone, nor express my feelings in words,
All I could do was wait for that silver lining

Amidst my suffering, my world brightened in your presence
In disbelief, I reached out towards this landscape, now colored in pastel

Looking into those eyes of yours, my chest began to pound
And the emotion I'd lost that day, began to glow in incandescence

With that, I prayed that my wish
Could reach that tableau, far away into a distant land
For these feelings in my heart, are genuine and sincere
Thus forth, I submerged my emotions, knowing that one day,
Those feelings will eventually change my fate
And hence, I'll be here, awaiting the brilliant future that tomorrow holds

These memories of us laughing happily together,
Have allowed my heart to permeate with courage
And the pain of overcoming my past, along with these scars I bore,
Will now be what's giving me strength to move on
For I'm no longer afraid of anything

And once again, I made a wish
To become as strong as I once was
So as to brighten this darkness, just like a brightly glowing star
I'll stop crying, in order to protect you
And I'll overcome this sadness, placing all my faith,
In hopes that one day, this beating heart of mine,
Will guide me to recovery