Adam Charles Hovey-Grief feels like fear

According to my bandcamp account; released December 14, 2020.
This was extremely difficult to write. I was quite literally in tears with the vocals.
This was one of the hardest songs I've ever had to make, and it's deeply personal.
It was about someone who took his own life. Someone whom I had great respect for.
If you are feeling that way, please get help. In the US and Canada, call 988.
There is help for you.
The title came from C.S. Lewis, "'No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear". And it so does.