I am the Life, Life itself by nospec

I am the life, life itself
I see the life as is...

With
Thrill...
Childlike wonder...
and causeless Joy...

I am a simple and ordinary woman who once thought she is special and extra ordinary.
But I don't know anything except...
I know "I don't know anything".

Actually I am a grown up child.
No worry, no regret, no judgment
And not much scheduling and planning.
Widely open heart and mind... and... causeless joy.

No "should or shouldn't"
No "right or wrong"
Because whether I think "should or shouldn't" "right or wrong" life just happens... always...
Haven't you noticed?

Life just happens.
You can't change or control.

Life is inevitable.
You can't escape from life.
You can't grab or get or gain life.
Because you are the life, life itself.
I mean... the life... which include everything.
Everything is life. Everything is you!
How can you avoid or grab yourself?

However the most people try so hard to achieve themselves.
How can they achieve themselves?
Like a dog chasing after his tail, endless and exhausting game.

I was in that game long time... and finally exhausted.
And suddenly I have realized "I haven't progressed even a millionth inch!
Because during all those times I was circling in me(Life)... and... exhausted.
So I stepped out of that vicious circle.

During all those times I was chasing after myself...
Ignoring the fact that I am already what I was looking for.
Now I stepped out from that circle.
I calmly watch and enjoy.

I am already what I was looking for.
I am the life. I am the life itself.
You are the life. You are the life itself.
I am you.
We are one...... Written by nospec