i guess it's a piss stream of consciousness *polemical "musical"

that scratchy sound means that i'm playing the fuck outta this keyboard
i sound like fucking liz phair, this is making me so happy
lookin back on the life i've lived it's miraculous that i've made it
pretty reflective to a nauseating point
not having sumin to say about everything would be nice
i wish i could be quiet but i'm too used to chaos
i wouldn't know what to do w/ silence
i like the way i sing
i could very easily see myself running off to a monastery
i can't turn my back on what i'm supposed to do
no real conservative or christian representation...clean comedy just bores me
nobody else like me so what does it matter if they like me
i can see now why people told me that the world needs me so don't kill myself
you gotta have xyz ugh no
figure out how to be satisfied w/out xyz
if you get whatever this world promises are you lucky
grateful for this thing in my brain that won't let me live a life of ease
just wait for the answer, it'll come around eventually
you don't have to be anything or say anything
not having whatever you think you are supposed to have might not be such a bad thing, just be grateful regardless
being different became more of a problem the older i got
how many x have i already brought this up
the world is stupid n overly sensitive
people don't do anything positive w/ this
maybe they're not supposed to like me
i am kinda disgusted by myself as well
that egalitarian mindset is all about being liked n seeking society's approval hence the obsession w/ political correctness
i am talking about sex trafficking