the hero mentality is worse than the victim mentality

forgive the sound for a min
figuring out why i can't commit to anyone but myself
you know we have cats
jumping to conclusions...CLASSIC reactive society
they'll never care about what i care about
is it possible for ag to chill?
most dunno the gifts that they have
i don't have to have the gift to acknowledge it
oh shit, i should do what you think
i can't even save myself from trippin over my words
i can't save anyone from staring at their phone
you make yer bed, you lie in that bullshit
good to have empathy n can't stay on the same track for too long cos i'm afraid to be wrong
delusion comes from intrusion
these intrusive thoughts are typically violent
since i don't think it's a good thing to masturbate for hours on end, i consider the sexual thoughts to be a bit of a nuisance
you don't choose the first thought but all the ones that follow it
yer lack of self-control will eventually take its' toll
self-righteousness is just annoying
my delusional thinking definitely saved me in public school
what thought ain't intrusive tho
ain't it more fun to just not think, trying to understand america is all
delusion is more of a reaction to myself or the world that i hate so much
i suppose it is a little narcissistic
trying to get down to the bottom of this