2/2/2025 Asking God to help me forgive

Sorry for all the staticky noise
grass cutting ✂️ dude was so doggone eager to tell me about dudes "engagement"
Also when he made comment about me closing the blinds often and keeping it dimly lit instead of letting the sunlight in and #26 was mentioned reference in the video, then I said I came out of was entertaining or seemingly listening to an entertaining stuff about me as opposed to having a healthy relationship with me so he's seemingly was waiting to antagonize and provoke me with something that may upset me from years ago instead of choosing to parent in a healthy non-toxic way