THE GOLDEN DANCER - THE REALITY OF MAKING DREAMS… REALITY

THE GOLDEN DANCER - THE REALITY OF MAKING DREAMS… REALITY
2/1/2025, Sunset

Another reflection on my coming of age this past year:

I’ve been embracing deeper shades of my soul which has awakened new layers of myself as a woman. Life changes and alchemy of the soul forced me to grow in maturity, but I am devoted to preserving my inner child, so I give her space to frolic.

A frozen, snowy lake is my little piece of HEAVEN, and the American Eagle came back to say hello as I was walking across the lake.

I’ve gone onto the ice a lot in the last few weeks and have REALLY gotten into the rhythm of music I listen to while I explore. I’ve practiced dance and felt in the SPIRIT, with little to no effort to get embodied.

So, I wanted to start recording my dance routines.
But of course………..

It’s actually RIDICULOUS what it took to create a few 2 min videos for social media. First, it was 10 degrees with the wind chill, I risked getting electronics wet (good thing snow brushes off), the sun beams made me move my setup several times including 2 different locations. There’s the usual technical difficulties with media, and it’s actually challenging to dance in the snow with a coat and fluffy boots.

After getting disgruntled many times, a slip on the ice pushed me to surrender and just PLAY in the snow instead of being too serious. So, in the end my “mistakes” ended up being included in the video (including the blinding sun that kept creeping into my screen).

Lesson in life: No matter how much we try to make our visions and dreams come true, joy and manifestation only seem to happen when we let go, SURRENDER, and enjoy the process of creation WHILE we are CREATING.

THE GOLDEN DANCER

Back in late spring of 2023, my soul lit up and an incredible energy began to MOVE me in DANCE. Some days, I felt like I was GLOWING from head to toe. At first, I couldn’t define what it was, but I embraced it as a divine light. I walked in the dew, I danced around the trees, I shook dew soaked branches on my face, I got lost in nature, admiring every drop of rain, later every snow kissed branch, and felt like a child exploring the world for the first time.

In time, I came to understand what the source of that pure, golden energy was. That year was a RE-BIRTH. Ironically, my life was falling apart at the time, and where there is light, there is also darkness. Isolated and living on a farm, I began my metamorphosis with no one to depend on but MYSELF. Holding onto a vision of a Chain of Souls, my journey into alchemy of the soul began. I tapped into the seasons of change and find myself now at a PAUSE in life, a crossroad. I can only imagine what the future will bring but hope that it will bring me home.

“Ghost in the Moon,” Avantasia