everything is a lesson if you care enough to learn

you missed it vortex, i just screamed at the street
i couldn't avoid that pothole in time
why can't i just accept that the state sucks
do yawl know what i'm trying to play
sorry bout the sun, can't do shit about it
some days i can't accept the truth
so much valid proof surrounding us
i just don't stay like you for very long
i never felt white or anything like a woman
i don't need to fit in n i really don't wanna at this point
growing up was pretty tough
if you're being ridiculed it's probably cos you're interesting n if that's the case you are definitely a threat
glad i was (and still am) a threat
making people think is a terrifying personality trait
this country is allergic to thinking i reckon
the ones that are finally getting around to asking a question want a pat on the back for that
nobody's showing up to my party cos i never invite nobody, not externally anyway
internally EVERYBODY is there
memories can't wait from the album fear of music (1979)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssCFwQkyCeI
asbergers actually just means asshole
really smart dickheads, i mean i get it i can be a cunt myself so...
i have gotten in a lotta trouble thru out my life
i don't purposely try to be hurtful, i just tell the truth
the liars that love being lied to
"delusion" hahahahahaha
internalized experiences that i am always reacting to outloud
they wanna react to all these things that they think are happening
man i really need to brush my harr hahahaha
i'm not afraid of what people will say about meh, i've said way worse i promise
my mirror used to be my arch nemesis n then marijuana taught me to be friends w/ it
if life is a teacher then how could you ever go wrong
most don't look at drug use or anything else for that matter like it's an experience to learn from
retribution for existing?
lame n pathetic is our society
am i an aspie tho
those lame os will leave this channel (or just won't watch it at all)
we don't want you goodbye