athleticism is a form of censorship when it comes to self-expression

bear w/ me while i figure out what chords to play
still getting over the fact that i left my house early
sad n depressing is very typical of ag tho
a lotta people tell me that i have a lotta vulnerability
they will never do what i did to get here
i've struggled my entire life
time n patience n unwinding
rewinding n fast forwarding n pausing n never stopping
i'm very in awe of actual musicians for their talent
i'm not that committed to playing an instrument
i like playing the way that i play
when everything else stresses me out n the world makes me wanna throw up...
they finally put shit in the potholes, maybe they were bored
as you know we often get poly-sided tracked
musical talent vs vulnerability
such a perfectionist in my head that i wouldn't do anything
what if it's not supposed to be perfect
the purpose of self-expression is just that
ag is an imperfectionist
all the recording companies should be burned to the ground
"artists" don't seem to mind do they
those of us that don't wanna sell our souls will never be recognized but that's okay
most dunno what's good
considering how much people stuff their faces w/ fake food it's not at all surprising that mediocre bands are popular
ag won't sell shit over here
comedians dunno how to twist their own thinking so how could they twist anyone else's
veterans can't take criticism either...this happened tho the details are iffy
people that can't take criticism have no choice but to react