always re-experiencing sumin that i internalized

mental "illness" is definitely a lifestyle
very much looking forward to this future drug fast
congrats liberals, we are VERY proud of you
rumble is a website that pretends to compete w/ yt but nobody knows about it so it don't mean all that much
i have a rumble account just in case yt decides to kick me out
i hate most conventional things
"delusion" is often times my makeshift solution
good thing my head is ever so expansive
people get bored cos they don't have any thoughts, feelings or real opinions
i can only assume that you do yer research if you can stomach this
i really don't wanna talk about these people anymore but they are very prevalent in our society so...
i'm her favorite person whenever she needs to be validated n then she kicks me to the curb as soon as somebody else shows up that can validate her more
i used to think i was a bad person cos of this "mental illness" but the longer i've lived the more i realize that i just have a guilt complex hahaha
talking to people that ain't there is very ptsd esque
there's really no need to go backwards or forwards
you don't need to be concerned that i need validation from you
maybe i don't mistreat people cos i just don't have to
if yawl saw me on the internet (and i mean, USING the internet) you'd believe that i was schizophrenic for sure
i don't need to let the world in on my opinions (at least in regards to social networks)
i know how i look to the outside world
oh! the looks i get
they are very disturbed but dunno what to do
i promise i won't hurt you, i don't believe in firearm ownership when crazy (for me personally)