My Son Mark

My Son Mark

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I sit here thinking of words to say, thinking about all the time that has passed away. I can not change the past, only move forward from today. To My Son Mark, this is a letter is to you that I pray to God in heaven will reach your heart some day. Life hasn't always been easy, but there were many good days. I remember the day you were born in so many ways. A proud new father a scared young man. I remember holding your tiny hand. You filled up a spot so bright in my heart, no thoughts in the future that we would ever part. I thought I was doing what I believed was right, tried to protect you both day and night. I still love you now as I did back then. Didn't just want to be your dad, hoped to be your best friend. This world can be cruel in so many ways, I hoped to guide you safely through life to better days. I never left you son even when I had to be away. I loved you more each and every day. As I watched you grow the pride swelled inside, that is my boy I would say proudly to total strangers even passers by. The funny things you would do, even your first step, deep into my heart your spirit crept. I tried so hard to protect you, from the darkness of life. Maybe I failed to get it right. Being a father never came with instructions, no guidebook to life to get through each day or night. My father never taught me, things that I had taught you, he was never there for me like I was for you. If I could go back in time and fix things, I would go back to that wonderful day when my little man hugged me and I heard him say, I Love You Dad as he went out to play. I worked hard for my family, but I do have one regret that I gambled on the dream and lost the bet. Yesterday is gone and the days flying by, the empty spot in my heart brings tears to my eye. As long as there is breath in this body there will be love in my heart that one day God will tear down the evils that ripped us apart. I love you son as I always will hard times in our life was a bitter pill. I pray for your journey with my grandsons and daughters to be so more and you never hear the sound or feel the pain of that closing door. May God Bless and keep you for the rest of your days, may your heart never lose that shining light and you hold to your family with all your might. I want you to remember I never stopped Loving you.
I still see that little guy in my mind and heart when I think of you. To My Son Mark this song is forever and always just for you.