pictures of people online can't be trusted...PERFORMANCE "life"

i dunno why i'm whispering
i've already sung about it, surely
will i ever do it justice? never!
constant feeling of inadequacy
artists know that the only real solution is in creating
at least we know we have options
off key is sooooo ag
i guess i have grown attached to this thing inside my head
the sun is so damn bright today
i dunno what i'd do if it wasn't there
it's still painful tho
it's some kinda respite from this world that i live in
"mental illness" being more aware of what's there or isn't there
i'm driving, damnit DON'T JUDGE MEH!
i get so sad about it that it makes me wanna kill myself *JUST A SENTIMENT
suicide is soooooo selfish
remember epstein?
why would a billionaire kill himself esp one w/ an island n unlimited young poor, white pussy
i have always known i was different n that i shouldn't tell anyone
they will run n have run hahahaha
there's a lot goin on in my mind all the time
God is the only one that gets me
God is the only soulmate
an actual penis is waaaaay cooler than a pretend penis
they definitely idealize me n i'm wise enough to know that they don't really get it
it is painful to realize that you're better off alone
it depends on the day n the mood
i just don't vibe
i don't believe in love, i guess
everything is a form of pornography
they are addicted to it so they rationalize it
how many things in our society operate just like drugs
social media has nuked social life
porn has nuked real sex
shitty art has nuked actual art
false idea of love n relationships n marriage thanks to shitty art
let's bring back the band (literally)
i'd much rather listen to music than be around anyone
i'd rather listen to the cure than ever fuck again
waaaaay more depressing to go on a date or suffocate when sitting on a couch next to someone
more desperate to be longing for love, in my HUMBLE!!! opinion
i'd rather just accept being alone
gender roles have definitely been reversed
ag gets mad at vehicle in front of her for taking too long to switch lanes
people would be better off if they got to know themselves n could be entertained by their presence all the time
ag is ag's bff, this is the way that it should be for everyone
it's up to me to figure things out
tv is popular cos people dunno how to spend time w/ themselves
the feeling is always mutual
women wanna be alone now, men want a companion
i can't have you idealizing me n thinkin that sumin is gonna happen between us