somebody might use you the way you're using me *a logical plea to refrain from suicide

so i figured out...
doing too many things cos i'm a woman n that's what we do
i definitely know how to talk about things do i not
they get mad when you talk about suicide
i'll explain it logically NOT emotionally
don't gimme another reason to off myself
don't chu know how much i love pissing people off
vicariously playing victim thru family members *people that get mad about suicide
JOKES ASIDE
eventually you might figure it out
you could very well be important to the likes of me
believe it or not i can do this without you
maybe you're supposed to have this negative experience
it can't teach you shit if you're dead
you dunno how God will use ya
you only get one life as yourself
i talk a lotta shit, i work at a restaurant okay
you really just dunno
if the answer ain't revealed you weren't supposed to know
it took me almost 9min to finally say it somewhat right
the beauty is in the moment, i should never plan it
i hate overtly positive crap, it's not believable
as if you need to feel guilty about one more thing...