Dear God

Originally posted on YouTube on 8/11/2018

Dear God
My only God
Why do heaven’s mysteries
Create delinquencies
Hey God
Your adagio consciousness pieces together
Acrylic resin wisdom
My only God
Silence is your blessing
In your day of resting

I’m here
Far and in between
The vision you see
As you stand there
Unnoticed
Dreading to be seen
I forget everything

Dear God
My only God
There’s nothing here
Only empty space
Hey God
Why do my dreams
Cripple into my grave
My only God
What am I suppose to do
When I don’t know you

Why should I care anymore?
My iris died
My life is dry
Who am I
To know why?
I bleed
Just like a human being
And you covet
Everything I do

Dear God
My only God
Look at me
How am I
Suppose to reflect you
Hey God
What does my name
Mean to you
My only God
This life isn’t mine
I surrender it to you
So what am I suppose to do
When I can’t find you

This is my life
And I don’t care anymore
For I’m dead to you
So tell me
What are you going to do
When I point my middle fingers
At you!