Premium Only Content

Disintegrating my soul
Originally posted on YouTube on 8/15/2018
Finally
The sun ends
Another moon begins
A universe appears
Another one disappears
Inside the atoms
The stars relieve their light
Sedating dreams
Trying to crack and break
The silence that won’t awake
My eyes color
What I bind
Witnessing a myth
Repeat before my time
Living backward
And dying forwards
Lies enslave
The invisibility of time
The amnesia
Foreign to my mind
God is dead
Inside my head
My words are but wind
In a grave
I stand in
The vacancy of life and death
Where love and hate
Tear away my flesh
Abusing the only drug
I have left
I hide
Where my voice grows faint
The glass breaks
Recycling time
Trying to reach
And there’s nothing left
Slipping away
From a wind blowing the other way
Fear illuminates
The spectrum that disintegrates
Shedding my skin
To feed the parasites within
Over and over again
And when it ends
I see it
All over again
Scar my eyes
And let the darkness in
I will suffer and bleed
Until my soul
Can no longer be
-
8:30
Millionaire Mentor
1 day agoJames Comey PANICS After Pam Bondi Reveals What’s Coming Next
3.92K8 -
LIVE
Jeff Ahern
1 hour agoMonday Madness with Jeff Ahern
114 watching -
8:07
Michael Heaver
4 hours agoBritain CANNOT Afford To Ignore This
5.92K1 -
2:55:02
Right Side Broadcasting Network
6 hours agoLIVE REPLAY: White House Press Secretary Karoline Leavitt Holds a Press Briefing - 10/6/25
93.2K16 -
1:00:32
Dear America
2 hours agoEp 4 Graham Allen Show
34.2K15 -
1:01:37
Rebel News
2 hours agoCarney meeting Trump, Ostrich fight continues, Liberals budget promises | Rebel Roundup
17K16 -
Neil McCoy-Ward
2 hours agoBanks Now Ordered To SPY On Customers Accounts (UK Safety Act)
13.3K7 -
1:30:40
NAG Podcast
21 hours agoSay Something Beyond W/MikeMac: PATRIOT ROB - Ep.8
16.3K4 -
45:03
The White House
3 hours agoPress Secretary Karoline Leavitt Briefs Members of the Media, Oct. 6, 2025
29.3K28 -
1:01:20
Timcast
4 hours agoTexas National Guard DEPLOYED To ILLINOIS, Governor Declares INVASION
125K87