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SUICIDE IS MY ONLY CHOICE
Dear Pastor Bob: I saw your post on YouTube. I am feeling suicidal, have been for a very long time. I can’t get out of it. You said to kill the thing inside you that’s making you feel this way. It’s my brain. It’s my shame. It’s my guilt. Now I’m being pushed over the edge. And I’m afraid of what I’m going to have to face on the other side. Because I was given a gift and I screwed it up. I screw everything up. But everyone wants me dead now. Except my dad. I have no friends. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t make them stop. I gave up my career as I was told. I don’t want to kill myself. But I won’t have a choice. She said so herself. A “Legion” of fire. I know what’s coming. I’m afraid. I don’t want to burn in hell like she keeps telling me I will.
Voice - who do you listen to? How do you know?
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE:
Proverbs 3:5-6
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