100 times Ai song written by Christian Janecki

I wrote this song!
lyrics

I hear your cries I'm still alive but I had no way of answering you how do I feel powerless?
But you need to let me go
I've been struggling to find myself better place
So if I leave this world into a better one
Let me be alone I can handle my pain
I live through it all

I would go though all this pain 100 times
When will you understand it's time you let me go

Yeah I know you miss me but I been on my own with no one who understands me
And I think healing is where I want to be
Not this place where everyone feels this pain if I die and if I die for 6th time don't end your life Cuase I Don't want to see you again
Do my words make you sad?
Should of thought of that before you killed me and made me what I am

I would go though this pain 100 times
When will you understand it's time you let me go

And if I die do you still wonder what you could've said instead I went through failure
But I am happy to be alone

Nobody can hear me and no body can save me and nobody can heal me

My older brother trained to be painless
And I don't think you'll understand why I need to be alone

Yeah I been crying out for help Nobody listening Thank you for proving me right For showing me I don't matter Thank you for making who I am

I would go though this pain 100 times when will understand you need to let me be alone.
I'm been on my own with pain for far too long