Why am i living from week to week ,sick, broke,tired and disgusted? Am i under a curse?

Why does someone steal,or lie,cheat,bear false witness live from week to week financially,always under the gun,you hate to see the mail truck come, dreading what might be in the mail, God never meant for you to live that way. God wants you blessed, but if you are full of anger, hate,and talking the devils talk God can't help you Duet, 28 outline the blessings for obeying God and the curses if you don't obey. Psalms 112 shows a man who loved God and kept his commandments and how he will be remembered by God almighty. It's your choice blessing or cursing do you have sense enough to make the right decision?