I'll go away

Originally published on YouTube on 9/20/2018

There is an anomaly in nature
Desperately waiting to
Calculate infinity by
Trying to go beyond the distance
Capturing the dreams
Before they expire and fade away
Into the moonlight
Trying to understand time
That was left behind
A forgotten mist
Wishing to live again and again
Hoping to inspire life
To live and submit
Through the impossible
And make it through
The unspoken tragedies

All our heroes
Have synthetic plastic bodies
With dilated eyes
A fantasy
In their own paradise
Fused in heaven
Craving more ecstasy
To reproduce over and over again
Than to face the mirror
Overtaking their life
Plagued with all sorts of
Poison and sin
Struggling to make that
Final connection with light
The closer to the sun
Our heroes get
The farther they drift away
Until they are
Cold and numb on the inside
Knowing that they
Could save everyone
But they cannot save them
From themselves

Coming to a point of destruction
Facing the section of life
Where there is no return
All odds are against you
Hope disappears
The body slowly sheds itself
Your emotions become hollow
Sacrificing the thoughts
Of your mind
To the decaying love
You once held
In the grip of your hands

For the last time
I look back
Or what could have been
Drowning in the sorrow and
Moments I was placed in
For I’m here only to decay
And then vanish away