My most raw, memories with Michael Jackson, my pain of not being visible in the world

UPDATE on this home recording i uploaded and - apparantly - set to Public i stead of Unlisted last night..Woke up this morning reading your sweet comments.. Bless you all for your suppprt, healing words! Then, decided to keep this rec. Public, to heal, this deep hidden emotions , having been too silenced, for too long tried to block the pain as well.. Since i am being kept hidden from within inner protection layers and by my former handlers, mkultra programers.

Hello dear friends, goeiemorgen lieve vrienden !
First : Thank you from the bottom of my heart, for your heartfeld comments, to my in emotions of the moment, youtube upload of last night..❤️🙏

I plan to go LIVE Fri. JUNE 13. 2025, LIVE on my main Youtube channel. Subjects: to express, explain this raw deprogramming, how i deal with integration process.. and my view on present world, LA , America riots,, view on Donald Trump and more ! Love to meet you in chatroom and or comments later on.
First hour will do i in Dutch, second hour fully English spoken.

Will go live between 13:00 pm - 13:30 pm. A'dam timezone For your time zone see this handy World clock calculator:
FULL ENGLISH FROM 14:30 PM approx.
https://www.timeanddate.com/worl...​.

this one is LA ( i have been many times in USA, and California, LA.. so, this city, county is very dear to me.. ) but you can fill in your timezone, country etc.
Dus, ik ga live morgen, Vrij. Nl uurtje 13:00 - 13:00 start live. ! uitleggen over hoe, wat van mijn heel ruwe in emoties geuploade youtube video ..

En, ik ga mijn kijk, mening vanuit mijn mkultra achtergrond belichten over m.n. de Amerikaanse opstanden recentelijk en waarom ik Donald een kans wil geven; vanuit mijn ervaringen in deep state en met div. wereld leiders..

Below, screenshot of what my emotional breakdown set off on top of the mountain of screaming for so long: we need to rise as people, united in our uniqueness, peacefully, without any any violence, raise our voices for freedom, saying NO to deep state governments., world organizations..
this screenshot was of my - again - commenting, expressing, for seeing in my YT feed, TMZ's reupload of Docu about Michael Jackson and how they were the one proving who was to blame for Michaels' death..

Backstory of it i will tell later today.. although many of you having watched my live stream, esp this year, i fully go public with my memories, with Michael Jackson.
Much love, take care, everyone !

Alle liefde,
Elizabeth

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