Archived Podcast – Recorded April 20, 2021

🎙️ Episode Title: Alexandra – My Final Thoughts and Advice (Part 2)
📅 Originally recorded one year after her passing

In this follow-up episode—recorded the same day as Part 1—I offer my personal reflections, advice, and what I wish someone had told me when I was drowning in grief.

This is not a clinical breakdown or a step-by-step recovery plan. It's a raw and honest recording made while I was still deep in the process of healing from the death of my wife, Alexandra.

After enduring two years of watching someone you love suffer in ways you can't fix, and then suddenly losing them, you are never the same. You either crumble… or you crawl, piece by piece, toward some kind of meaning.

In this episode, I share:

How I managed to stay sane during the darkest time of my life

What tools, mindsets, and spiritual practices helped me survive

How I found enough stability to keep going—emotionally, mentally, and creatively

What I would say to someone right now who’s on the verge of losing someone they love—or already has

This is a message to those standing in the fire: you're not weak for breaking down. You're strong for still being here.

Thank you for listening.
If this episode speaks to you—or if you know someone who’s struggling—please share it.

You're not alone.