at least i can make "music" that people call shit...

people turn into monsters cos of their "parents"
culture. system. "medicine."
psychological monsters lurking about everywhere you go
they're just waiting for an excuse
you are a punching bag, stop enabling their refusal to work on themselves
i love me some good boundaries
if they don't respect you get as far away as possible
i have shit on myself many a time w/ many an idealized person
idea. lies
we see ourselves thru the person we have idealized
i must have all of em...
conglomeration personality problem
too schizophrenic tho
i'd stay up all night every night if i could
i go w/ myself n the male version of me
i subjected myself to more n more me
i'd love to be yer rib but alas
thanks for not killing me mommy
people dunno what to do if you ain't like em or if you say sumin different than what they're used to
you can count on me to be whatever i say i am at the time
i have the same endeavor as when i started this
i was crying outta gratitude tonight at the east room
making art truly is a gift that i wish more people would open