when i am at my lowest n loneliest there He is

these chords really encapsulate my general sentiment
if it's anybody's fault it's probably mine
the real you can't compare to the ideal you
there's a clinical explanation right there
nobody is satisfied w/ real life, just look at it
nothing removes me from this, no respite
i can't explain my line of feeling to anyone
sometimes things are just difficult n it'd be better to just accept that for whatever it is
i have accepted that this dream is a dream for a reason
maybe it's cos of abandonment n rejection, i dunno
this ain't some cry for anything
we can't not wrestle w/ discomfort
why does it hurt so much (cos humanity sucks)
God is the only One that knows exactly what i'm going thru
EVERYONE. IS. ALONE
perhaps we just want someone there to ease the burden just a little bit
i AM better off for knowing this but at the same time it's not pleasant information i am digesting
i might be coping but at least i ain't gaslighting
talking to God is such a gift that many do not have for a lotta different reasons
what's to despair about...He's already figured me out
this song is about faith i reckon
many things have been my fault, at the same time everything is the world's fault, STILL no point in bitching about it cos it won't change
the world will never be held accountable so i'd give up on the cdc