sumin like dementia...ag explains her "art" (again)

sari we have dementia or sumin of the sort
incredibly worse than adhd hahaha
it's always sentimental ONLY to me
somebody must really wanna FUCK w/ me
nobody in their right mind would ever want this broken thing that i am bizarrely attached to, HOWEVER...
NOBODY LISTENS TO CDS ANYMORE AMY
only disc 2 tho?
if you look at sumin logically n it don't make sense it's probably not what happened
yer head is the most dangerous place
self and world awareness, very equipped
my head can be wrong about a lotta stuff
this brain disease has been right for a long time tho
i think it's way worse when the world is deceiving ya
it's cool becuz it's mine damnit
they can't take it away thru their "insults"
i have a lotta keyboards to take away
i've always written songs on the go
jingle jangles always n forever
it took doin standup for me to apply musical creativity
there's an art TO what i do but i can't help but agree w/ those that insult it
it's not typical music i know
don't expect an actual song, this is sporadic ranting (that's why i call it punk damnit)
i don't wanna write actual songs (they suck, MINE suck)
it takes away the fun of random in the moment creativity
nobody in the parking lot, not that i mind
there's that titty again
focus on Jesus not my titty!
sweat on my keyboard
we are supposed to sweat tho, those glands
eventually any kinda bodily fluids are gonna freak people out, considering
what was the point amy
making stuff for the purpose of making stuff
it doesn't have to be or mean anything
there's that innocent kid voice (female), the kid voice (male) is way more of a douche nozzle
i don't need yer thumbs up but thanks?
there's josh lewis rubbing off on me (the host of the mic at the east room where i do comedy)
i wouldn't know anything about that algorithm
if i even get 3 likes i am pretty impressed
i kinda freak out when i get attention
the word no is another way of saying fuck you
when other people do shit i don't agree w/ i realize it ain't any of my business
the lack of consciousness is just a thing
w/out humility they allow their ego to rule them
it's harder n harder for people to distract themselves from what's happening now, i've noticed
bitching about it don't seem to change anyone's behavior tho, i wish it could!
remember live journal? it might still exist
i might still have an account from almost two decades ago, holy shit