DIAGNOSIS Christian Nu Metal Rapcore Song

This is a remake of a song I made a while back. Made it much more Nu Metal in sound with of course Rap Metal elements. This is off my upcoming brand new album Schizo. This is the album I've wanted to make since I was 14 years old. The vision of course refined over time but 14-year-old me would be so proud of this album.

That was when I had a dream to start my own band and I was writing songs like crazy, even though I had no experience, no musical skill, etc. I'm 38 now and finally made the album I've dreamed of for a long time. I don't know what 14-year-old would think of the Christ-filled lyrics, but he'd probably think those songs are bangers too.

A lot of the songs also deal with the subject of mental illness. I'm a paranoid schizophrenic with major depression so the subject is important to me. I write about my struggles to help myself feel better and hopefully others can relate as well. I just submitted Schizo through my distributor so it'll take a couple days or so for it to be available on all online storefronts.

I've done a lot of improving. Many of these songs are songs I made a while back, but I remastered them so they're not exactly the same. And of course this song is completely remade. I also have plenty of new songs on the record. Hope y'all enjoy! :-)

Lyrics!

DIAGNOSIS

Psychosis with dark noises
I'm trying to avoid
Doctors diagnose leaving me no choice
Says I'm paranoid
Take these pills to help me feel better
Like a change in the weather
As I'm getting higher on pills from the liars
I preach to the choir

Got to get away
Got to get away from the decay in my brain
Driving me insane no train
Of thought that I can contain
Leaving me here the voices drain
All the thoughts in my brain
Pleading here to change my ways
But I cannot change

Darkness overwhelms I feel like I'm in hell
And I feel unwell
Thoughts regurgitate and reverberate
The chaos in my soul
Eyes dilate with the fear and hate
I've lost all control
Psychosis the diagnosis
It's taking its toll

Got to get away
Got to get away from the decay in my brain
Driving me insane no train
Of thought that I can contain
Leaving me here the voices drain
All the thoughts in my brain
Pleading here to change my ways
But I cannot change

Got to get away
Got to get away
I'm going insane
Insane inside my brain
Got to get away
Got to get away
I'm trying to change
But everything's the same

Got to get away
Got to get away from the decay in my brain
Driving me insane no train
Of thought that I can contain
Leaving me here the voices drain
All the thoughts in my brain
Pleading here to change my ways
But I cannot change

Got to get away
Got to get away from the decay in my brain
Driving me insane no train
Of thought that I can contain
Leaving me here the voices drain
All the thoughts in my brain
Pleading here to change my ways
But I cannot change

-MAXX J. RAZOR