Should I Go Live?

(Verse 1)
I could go live, it’s easy to do
Just a few clips, a stream or two
I’ve got the vibe, I’ve got the gear
And for a moment, I feel no fear

I like the buzz, the chat, the play
My crowd, my voice, my words on display
But every time, there’s that quiet dread
The trolls come crawling, fillin’ my head

(Chorus)
Should I go live, or let it slide?
Should I take the mic or run and hide?
Am I in the mood to be torn apart—
Called a monster, stabbed in the heart?
It's draining me, soul by soul
They twist the truth and take control
Should I go live… maybe not, maybe not

(Verse 2)
They don't see the man behind the screen
They don’t care what the silence means
Each word I say, they’ll twist and frame
Put poison to my every name

But there’s a fire I still can feel
This stream, this voice, it's something real
Do I let them win by going dark?
Or rise again and leave a mark?

(Chorus)
Should I go live, or let it slide?
Should I take the mic or run and hide?
Am I in the mood to be judged and blamed—
Shamed again and falsely named?
It’s soul destroying, it cuts like glass
Each time they come, I hope it’ll pass
Should I go live… maybe not, maybe not

(Bridge)
It’s more than trolls and digital hate
It’s my stage, my truth, my fate
But how many wounds can one man take?
Before his heart begins to break?

(Final Chorus)
Should I go live, or walk away?
Is it worth the price I pay?
Still I wonder, deep inside—
Is silence just a safer ride?
Or do I fight, do I ignite?
Take back the dark, reclaim the light?
Should I go live… maybe not.
Maybe not… or maybe tonight.