This is horrifying 👀. Brain Bead Lie! 🤬

When I was in anaesthesiology residency training, they asked me to go up to ICU and bring down a brain dead man to become an organ donor well you know I didn't really thought about that very much and then so I asked him she had brain death. Is there anything I need to know about this? It's my first time doing this, and in my my staff man just rolled his eyes and said just be sure someone is actually declared him brain dead. You know how eager the transplant team can be. Went up there, and I found my patient and you know he didn't look dead. His heart was beating. He had a good blood pressure good heart rate his oxygen saturation was great. He looked just like every other ICU patient. I taken care of an in fact better than most, and in my gut, I knew something was wrong, but but I've been taught by my authorities that that this man was dead, so I came back to the operating room and I found the staff anaesthesiologist was gonna be supervising me, and I presented the case to him and he asked me for my anaesthetic plan of care and I said well. I think I'll use a paralyzing agent because you know surgeons when people move during surgery and I'll give him some fentanyl to blunt any heart rate or blood pressure swings that might damage his organs and the doctor looked at me and he said well are you going to give him anything to block consciousness? I was done I said well why would I do that isn't isn't he dead and he just gave me this long slow look over his surgical mass and he said why don't you give one just in case and he walked away no right my gut was telling me this is wrong. I'm something is really going on wrong here, but you know I. I've got a God forgive me. I caved to my authorities and in the push that everyone was taking to take this man and get this case done and I did what I was told. I took the man to the operating room. I gave him the anaesthesia we had to plan to do and I'm here to tell you he reacted to the incisions to the bone size to the removal of piece of him just like any other patient he required the same types in the same amount of anaesthesia and you know later, I told the story to a friend of mine who's a pathologist and you know she told me when when she removes organs during an autopsy in the morgue she doesn't need to give any of these drugs so this is what set me on this journey to find you don't find answers.