i swear (👻𝔾ℍ𝕆𝕊𝕋👻)

Song written and created by 👻𝔾ℍ𝕆𝕊𝕋👻.

You can find the original here: https://suno.com/song/a1066710-fd89-461e-a1ad-2a3396036c9a

is it weird of me...
to feel that i was made for something greater?
or am i really that delusional?
are we gonna find out in this song?
....probably not. lawl

hey, so it's me again...
yeah, hey, hello, hi...
anyway, just thinking about some things lately.
nothing too crazy, just trying to keep sane.

i've spent the greater part of my life spiraling,
not because i find it fun or enjoyable...
but, because it's something i can't really control,
and it's starting to take its toll...

can we just take a moment,
to slow down and breathe?
smell the flowers, feel the breeze,
and have a chance to finally be free...

god, what the fuck is wrong with me?
why do i always tow-the-line of these hallowed thoughts
my eyes are heavy, my mind is empty
my chest holds a pain of which i've had plenty..

yet, i stick around...
wallow in my pity, dwell in my sadness...
i don't know why i struggle so much...
i swear i thought i was okay...

...but i'm gonna find out anyway

i'm kinda worn out, honestly...
i won't lie, i don't feel alright.
i'm the type to make everyone around happy,
but i can't even find the time to appease me...

don't get me wrong,
i like the way helping others makes me feel...
i love offering an ear to listen,
and being someone others can lean on...

but, who do i lean on,
when shit hits the fan?
who'll be there to reach out
when i'm falling, and lend me a hand?...

god, what the fuck is wrong with me?
why do i always tow-the-line of these hallowed thoughts
my eyes are heavy, my mind is empty
my chest holds a pain of which i've had plenty..

yet, i stick around...
wallow in my pity, dwell in my sadness...
i don't know why i struggle so much...
i swear i thought i was okay...

listen, i get it...
"it's okay", "you're fine"...
no really, i hear it all the time...

but, i'm telling you now,
i can only keep this shit up for so long...
i promise i'm not breaking down
i'm just venting my bullshit in song...

god, what the fuck is wrong with me?
why do i always tow-the-line of these hallowed thoughts
my eyes are heavy, my mind is empty
my chest holds a pain of which i've had plenty..

yet, i stick around...
wallow in my pity, dwell in my sadness...
i don't know why i struggle so much...
i swear i thought i was okay...

i swear i thought i was okay...