if you can be content by yourself, that is time well spent

what's the matter w/ staying up late
i am doin a lot when YOU'RE asleep
being alone is glorious, you've been lied to
it's weird n crazy amy, that's why
but...i don't want anyone to talk to me
what's the matter w/ not wanting anyone around me ever
the % that i get lonely is so measly that it really don't count
they dunno peace so they react
you dunno what i'm doin w/ all this thinkin
it's easy to see it as self-indulgent or unproductive but i promise it ain't
i don't mind that you bore me
i am the most stubborn MF in the whole world, ask my parents, ask judson, ask my coworkers n fellow comics
square pegs, bitch!
emotional claustrophobia must be an empath thing
or maybe it's just the added masculinity
control freaks be gone!
keep saying shit you think will hurt meh
i never say or do anything to purposely hurt anyone
i give everyone a warning ahead of time
if you find my personality problematic why would you keep hanging around me, i mean
make it make sense, damnit
hate watching is such a waste of time
doing drugs taught me WHY i'm schizophrenic