Playing GTA 5 for the first time in 2 years

This is me, Benjamin Frisby. Simply existing on this digital plane. I am playing video games and watching movies from the comfort of my room. I may or may not have a guest in the room with my also watching along. I choose to stream this way. I chose not to communicate with the audience if there even may be one. I chose simply to document my time on this morning, afternoon, evening or late night. In the past, I have met people, even people close to me, who have accused me of heinous acts. People I once considered friends and that I even served as a mentor role, I somehow find myself accused of very unbecoming offenses that no one would like to have said about them. So be it. The whole experience has left a bad taste in my mouth and rather than rekindle or search for something better, I’ve decided to withdraw into the deep end of my mind and live a stoic life. I don’t dislike anyone, but I enjoy staying far away from everyone. I exist in the desert of the real (nature) and on the digital plane we all know as the matrix. If you happen to come across this video or this stream, I certainly hope that you do not read too far into it or expel judgmental energy toward it as it’s a waste of effort on your part. You can’t shame someone who has no concept of what shame is. Shame only effects one’s without Ultimate Self Awareness. I highly recommend practicing stoic lessons of Marcus Aurelius and pick up positive exercise hobbies. Making these small changes can change your life for the better. Thank you for stopping by.