i don't want it n i don't feel bad about it

yawl like that face, i sure do
as much as i've changed my lifestyle remains
the vehicle has changed, still a shitty driver
now way more embarrassing cos it's made by BMW
what were they thinkin handin me the keys to this beautiful thing
it's how i get along, whether right or wrong
we know our debris thank you tho
i wasn't comfortable enough to be as cutthroat honest as i typically am
this world would be far better if it could handle honesty
i wish people would see things that are hard to look at
if they can't hear what they don't wanna hear they will never see what they don't wanna see
coming to terms w/ my hypocrisy
here i am once again...bitching
it's good for what it is n nothing more
it's all mine n i know that
the keyboard is a tool, i ain't a musician
people love being pissed off, have you noticed
i typically agree w/ however you see me
i see it yer way but not all the way
why would you expect that of meh
i can't even do friendships
i still don't take it back, it's just the way that it is
*allude is the wrong word
i can live another life in my head entirely
maybe this is sad but perhaps not
if i had those things i'd just nuke em
i used to go on so many guilt trips...
most americans don't earnestly wanna improve this place
just look at their actions, they don't have those intentions
our ancestors wish they could have a take back
i can't say fuck you enough
freedom just means being a heathen
freedom is just sumin to piss on ain't it
everybody is carrying around a bioweapon in their pocket all the time
don't tell me that i shouldn't...
i WILL take personal responsibility for my emotions
will somebody else just be put into my life that bears a striking resemblance to the one i'm trying to get away from (maybe it's not God but the devil that does this)
luckily i'm asking this question quite frequently
there's no way i couldn't be evolving, very slowly tho
they love violence don't they
in one hand a dookie, then there's some chapstick
propaganda is the only real dinosaur that's ever existed, i named him after mcgraw hill textbooks
i highly doubt that the grid is gonna go down
what i do here changes how i feel so it is kind of a big deal
just sittin in my car talkin shit
i could never be lonely considering the many some in my head
i can keep myself mindfully entertained n not regret it one bit
not trying to use this weirdness as a flex
everyone is fake n they lie to get by
when honesty is yer repoire expect everyone to leave
it's so hard to respect most people in society
this IS the way that it has always been
it's just a different version of the same shit
most only get a small % of me n that is enough
just imagine if i upped that dosage
the majority can only microdose amy gross
considering what's in their hand/head
i don't feel superior in spite of sitting on this billboard
i can help you from over here, don't expect me to get closer
you won't get much more outta me n i ain't sorry about it
any abuser could say that tho hahahaha
maybe it ain't me w/ the problem esp when i can admit all my other ones
i get excited about new shit