The Reason I'm Using My Voice And Even They Deny Me This Opportunity.

it's like, anything I can go do, for fun, for work, for a roof over my head, a bed --- I'm being trapped in a warfare that's been covertly trying to leave me - for dead. And now that I know the truth, all these people (the men in my life especially) turned into flat out cages! It's unfair by their design of it all. To leave me to die literally - not figuratively.

And now, because of like 4-5 sentences I've said (coming out of a lifetime of poisonings and then planting me in a cyanide attack twice) I was so angry about my Dad getting away with Rape that I suggested words to say I was going to find him and hurt him up... you know? BUT IT'S JUST WORDS! I COULD CARE LESS TO FIND HIM, EVEN IF I BE THINKING HE DESERVES WORSE THAN ANYTHING ANY HUMAN COULD THINK UP, and I even think you would side with me on that one if you knew the truth about what he's done.

He raped my sibling and they were born with congenital heart defect... So, even after surgery and all that she had gone through being born with a half of her heart missing, he still did this shit to her. And they deny the truth of it. They kept me ( the last one who could have taken the stand against my father for what he did, not only to her, and my brothers - but me as well ) and they are protecting him. Not me!

How can anyone think that I could just take all that abuse, plus hacking me through proxy, to keep me within proxy of their warfare against me ever coming out of a long standing poisoning... but now, the state wants to take me out, for blowing the whistle and saying that this stuff happened. It has nothing to do with the empty threats of violence, because they are skipping right on past the abuse and what I'm saying, to suggest that I'M THE CRIMINAL - NOT MY OWN FATHER, NOT MY BROTHERS WRITING ME OUT TO SAVE THEIR OWN FACES BECAUSE THEY POISONED ME MY WHOLE LIFE. AND FLAT OUT TRUTH G - THEY ARE CAGES FOR DOING THIS TO ME AND LEAVING ME TO FIGHT FOR MY WHOLE LIFE... THROUGH THIS ABUSE.

BUT YEAH, SUGGESTIVELY IF YOU POISON SOMEONE UP COVERTLY ENOUGH, AND THEY REACT TO THE ABUSE, SUDDENLY - YOU'RE THE CRIMINAL.

MAKE IT MAKE SENSE! IN ANY WAY!

YOU CAN'T!

THEY DESERVE THE JUSTICE SYSTEM TO COME DOWN ON THEIR HEADS FOR DOING THIS CRIME TO ME.

BUT INSTEAD, I'M BEING SUFFERED FOR ALL THEIR ABUSERS WAYS, THEIR POISONING ME, THEIR IDENTITY THEFT OF ME, THEIR TRYING TO FLAT OUT MURDER ME UP... YOU SEE? SO, HOW AM I NOT PROTECTED WHILE THEYB THOROUGHLY AREN'T EVEN ALLOWING ME TO WORK, LOVE, SING, WRITE OR TRY TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL... SO that's why I'm out here speaking out and making lyrical values now - to get the pain out.

I thought I had the right to use my voice, where I could get protection. Just once in my life. Otherwise these people should just murder like real men and actually try to use weapons against me, because it would hurt a lot less and offer me a chance to save myself.

This state of MN, isn't offering me a chance to even be my own ME. Note that this crime over me had been at every age of my life this far. I think my asking for a blessing in this isn't asking for much at all..

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It seems nobody cares besides my Mom that I'm even alive.