if my country were conscious it wouldn't have come to this

it often occurs to me that i doubted i'd still be alive at this point
i always assumed that i'd die over sumin dumb
i'd accuse everybody else of being oblivious to the obvious
we're all the thing we hate in another way
no point in wishing for it to be different
better to just accept this for whatever it is
i'll die alone cos i prefer to be alone anyway
i wouldn't have it any other way
what is the "real thing"
understanding the lack of consciousness is a very dim reality
much of this could've been prevented way long ago
liars will keep lying...i mean
what chu see is what chu get n what chu get is shit, babeh
i always fuck up the last chord
my castle of cat shit n crumpled up receipts n pens that no longer work (and way more shit as well)
what's yer castle made out of