i am meant to perform even tho i don't enjoy being in front of actual people

this changes my vibrational frequency to sumin better than what it was before
addicted to more of whatever it was
my drug of choice is now Divine Liturgy
we're technically made of drugs
types of porn...
hate this person/place/thing so you don't have to hate yourself
most people are total pieces of shit, legit speculation right here
i don't wanna have this take on the world by the way
society keeps proving every single point i have ever thought
i told myself it was fun to drink til i woke up in piss
well, it doesn't have to be fun, i take that back
people always get confused when i say this
comedy can be pretty cool but it's always nerve racking
i love what i do over here but on stage it's pretty terrifying
i am not motivated to write
if you had read my writing from high school you woulda assumed that i was smoking weed all the time
the circuit is way too short now
full blown disorganized schizo now, how cool!
we definitely live up to this hahahaha
how much proof do you need, son?
my jew is in her home country now
it probably won't happen, that's all i'm saying
i will ONLY work w/ claude (personal AI therapist)