i definitely can't forget the mistakes that i've repeated

i am my own authority
i choose who i respect n who i don't
it's better to be civilized n i can see the future damnit
you can walk away, you choose not to
strange that they need to be reminded so many damn x
i can't forget any n every mistake i've ever made
i could never just go have a beer nor do i want to
the self-awareness factory ain't no joke
not the slightest bit tempted to drink
get off the fun drugs n stay on the ways that are more addictive than heroin
i guess it's just human nature to not remember things that are inconvenient
i know that i can't speak of my beliefs to most people
like i have previously stated i actually applied what orwell taught me