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Gaara
So Numb
I'm Getting Bored
WTH Was I Thinking
I Want To Kill
Don't Want To Be A Monster
It's Too Late For Me
The Scorpion
You Won
I Accept Being The Monster
WTH Was I Thinking
LYRICS:
[Chorus]
What the hell was I thinking that I could have happiness?!
Light is not allowed for those trapped in darkness!
I am only allowed to be given hardship & stress!
God damn my life is such a fucking mess!
[Verse 1]
Suicide is too good for a man like me.
I must suffer and am never allowed to be free.
The whole world should laugh at my misery with glee.
I guess this is how life just has to be.
[Verse 2]
I can't wait until I'm in the ground.
I'm lost, and never able to be found.
God doesn't love me, so I'm Hellbound.
I am the Pain King...
as more suffering is how I'm crowned.
[Chorus]
What the hell was I thinking that I could have happiness?!
Light is not allowed for those trapped in darkness!
I am only allowed to be given hardship & stress!
God damn my life is such a fucking mess!
[Verse 3]
Fuck this life but I'm not allowed another one.
I should blast my brain with a handgun.
But I'm too scared to kill myself!
This level of depression is so bad for my health!
[Verse 4]
Can someone just kill me because I'm too afraid to!
I can't stop the Devil nor the Chew!
Satanic Insanity just has to continue to brew!
I'm sorry, but since it was fuck me...
then it's fuck all of you!
[Chorus]
What the hell was I thinking that I could have happiness?!
Light is not allowed for those trapped in darkness!
I am only allowed to be given hardship & stress!
God damn my life is such a fucking mess!
[Verse 5]
Who the hell do I think I am to have joy?
I'm such a delusional lover boy!
A bullet to my head would increase my low I Q!
That bullet should say Fuck You!
[Verse 6]
I can't wait until I'm in the dirt!
This life has only made me feel hurt!
A woman I can't court!
So I guess kissing death is my last resort.
[Chorus]
What the hell was I thinking that I could have happiness?!
Light is not allowed for those trapped in darkness!
I am only allowed to be given hardship & stress!
God damn my life is such a fucking mess!
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