should i just get five more cats

God loves me (so this "delusion")
it's not as if i'd ever let ya love me anyway
i'll make you hate me just like i did all the other boiz
i dunno how people stick it out in relationships
i internalize ripping my harr out all too often
it's been me all along, it's never them
i can't be messing w/ anybody
everything you strive for we already have it
this muse that i have access to all the time
the world made me this way but God taught me how to deal w/ it
https://www.youtube.com/@KanikaBatra
anyone that knows about their brain impresses ag
i've just grown to accept it
since i can validate myself i always do that
i hope i'm wrong about this actually
there's definitely a spectrum here hahaha
i can't pass off as normal any of the time i don't think
i've completely given up on whatever part of me ever wanted human connection
the flip phone has dramatically increased my product value, i realize
ag is nuts, that's why she tends to make unconventional decisions
the man in ag's head goes off on the boiz at church
ag cannot be tamed or trained
you can't train most cats, we're too stubborn