My Prayer - Luke Johnson (prod. RRAREBEAR)

It's been a few years now still fighting with the same demons/ every single day is like a nightmare, I'm still scheming/ trying to put together all the pieces of my mind, but there's a piece of the puzzle I can't find/ made my confession but now I'm still guilty, still feel filthy/ still feel like the devils got my soul n he's dealing with my heart like it's a wild card/ Jesus give me a minute to get a breather and I then I swear that I'll start/ mate I swear to you/ i know I'm lost but I care for you wish that I could be the man you want me to be but lately I'm barely Luke/ swear they messed me up I swear they teared me up, I swear they changed me too, I don't even feel like a human but I'm there for you, waiting for grace mate, save me dude, before the devil drags me away into the parade of all the flaming fumes, I'm scared but steady, truth is, I think I'm there already, one time, I didn't even care for heaven/ now in trying my hardest to find a place there, I've heard about the stories, I've heard about your grace there, Ive heard about the life reviews, I've heard about god's love, that's the kinda love that I've been seeking for, I want some, so now I'm begging Jesus, see me on my hands n knees, I need you in my life, please, I don't wanna die, please, I'd give up anything to make you wanna be with me, n that's what I'm gonna do, so please listen to my prayer...

beat by Rrarebear 'Felt like Fate'