God VS The Devil - Luke Johnson (Spoken Word)

I'm in a war between god and the devil
The lost rebel being torn between two ideals
The right deal is the deal you can make with god
I made it over and over and over and again and still I run, still I hide, I'm barely alive
claws dragging down my back and my sides and I feel like nothings ever gonna stop me from ruining how I be
devils got me in his clutches, I'm losing it to this beast, and I'm living like my days are never gonna be done
truth is every day is another blessing by now I should have been gone
it's a tale that's been told a dozen times
try a dozen hundred times
try a dozen, million different times
this is life that we're all living, don't get it twisted, you know if you admit it the truth is that we're all sinning, all clinging on for dear life but the only thing that's dear about it is the price,
But the price been paid that's a true blessing
Let Christ in my life and the love came through but the devil ain't messing he's an obsession
Didn't even bat an eyelid at my confession
Didn't even tell his demons to leave me when I was baptised, that guy's got it in for me I swear I've actually capsized, gagging for air, fighting for life
Bubbles bubbling up as I drown down these are maddening times.
But I'm still steady
Still ready for the next path
One minute it's narrow next minute its wide
So how the hell am I supposed to know which way that I'm going?
Is it heaven or hell that are on my side?
God knows, what I know though
Is that I still got Jesus
I still got Mary
I still got reasons, to give
So don't worry bout me mate
Whether dead or alive you'll know I'll live, Amen