20 days ago

Produced by RRAREBEAR

Lyrics:
Can you hear the rain poring?
My little girl, my baby daughter
My pride and joy, my little Bubza, the name I call ya
I remember at your birth when I first saw ya
Mummy and Daddy were so proud, you were so awesome
Little cheeky face made us wanna leave this place
Have a fresh start away cos everyday was hard to pray
Living in a town where everybody's on brown there
And if they aint on drugs then they're gonna end up brown bread anyway
But that's just life inside a little town
We could have moved to anywhere we'd still be addicts sitting round
passin bout pipes and notes
fighting over white and stones
your mum and dad we liked a smoke
I guess its just the life we chose
But we didn't know the fire that we were playing with
People started talking bout our lives and they were saying things
Talking bout the dealings in the house, and the state of it
Talking bout the people that your mother had to babysit
Wasn't long before the cops come, came through
Tin foil everywhere, mattress in the living room
Looked like a bomb had hit it, everywhere Tom & Jerry
Smelt like a crack den, it sounded like a song lyric
The social came and took you off, to a better spot
You and your brothers were looking lost, it was real rough
I'm sorry I was up in Norwich, I was cooking up,
Me and your mother were on a break, it was proper fucked

TT you're my baby, baby
Ever since I first saw your face Bubz you made me crazy
Baby there aint nobody around this world to take your place
I love you times a million, a billion, a trillion, googleplexes (x2)

The next year was proper tough, I was on the stuff
Granny and grandpa would raise you up, with lots of love
Fari and Thius were with your mothers mother
Baby it was such a bother
Trying to make it work when there was tonnes of us
Trying to work out who could have ya
Luckily your super grandma Susan was the one to stand up
She said she'd take you all, even though she knew that it could make her fall
But she had a heart of gold to make it work so made the call
Years passed n as you grew, you made me proud
You were my best friend, you knew how to make me smile
But I was going through stuff I couldn't tell you bout
One evening I broke down and you was there, to help me out
You're so amazing Bubza
You know that daddy loves ya,
I'm sorry for the things I've done but I never wanna
see you cry or see you hurt but I know you're gonna
It's such a mess I've made Bubza so I'm here to tell ya