Dear Mum - Luke Johnson (Prod. RRAREBEAR)

Yeah Dear mum, I messed up again
Time for me to sit down now and fess up again
I've made another mistake, I've made a couple tonne of them
I've made another reason for you to be too ashamed of your son again
I've fucked up, grand scale,
Cant believe the things I've been through
You wont believe the story of this mans tale
Police investigations, always under surveillance
agents, monitoring every call I've made mum it's crazy
I dunno where to start mummy
Feels like the devils come along and took my heart from me
Feeling proper emptiness these days
When I think about you and Tiana and Zoe it's weird cos I know I should be
breaking into pieces, n falling all apart
but I keep myself together, I'm used to all this dark
it's been an ever-changing weather, but all I see is stars
cos I'm knocked out, lost count how many times I've gone down
So where do I start from?
Where the hell do I begin to tell the tale about the reasons for this last one
gotta be honest its kinda sci fi
even if I tried to tell you mum you'd think I'm high, no lie
It's a proper dire situation
all this shit I'm facing
I cant see the other side
Or how we can make it
I'm proper worried bout your life,
And there aint no escaping
I'm proper worried bout dad too,
We're all in danger
So what we gonna do?
You and me, me and you,
I just wanna hug mum,
I just wanna love you
There's nothing in this world that's gonna change the state of things
So we just gotta hold on, see what life brings, its like,
Mum, I've never told you this
But I'd die for you mum, mum I'd die for this
Living in this world aint easy
and leaving aint either
but just say the word and I'll leave ya, believe me
Mum, I've never told you this
But I'd die for you mum, mum I'd die for this
Living in this world aint easy
and leaving aint either
but just say the word and I'll leave ya, believe me

Beat by Rrarebear 'Stay Close'