i dunno how to talk to "adults"

everything that i've ever done was unrecognized preparation
good that i didn't know what was comin next cos i woulda been scared shitless
there's that ptsd look for ya
this is what i have, nothing else
you can still be w/ me in a very unconventional way
i don't want what i've been told to want
never force anything
coercion is wrong
there are still chords that i haven't discovered yet!
so grateful to be taught
this massive amt of things that stress me out is still sumin to be grateful for
so lucky to have never trusted this world
vindicated in at least 25 ways
not gloating just lucky to be experiencing this
there's a reason for the pain
i WILL find a reason damnit
you gotta come up w. yer own way
you can bother w/ what they say, just make it funny i guess
so glad i'm a comic n a tragic at the same time
i could solve all the problems if i thought about em long enough
i am also convinced that i dunno shit (way better realization to have)
if humility could grow on trees they'd chop em all down
if you are willing to be hated n berated then you've made it
a lotta shit i yell about
should i bring this up or not
but! they're children
farting will always be funny