I've Let You Down So Much (For Lianne) ~ Luke Johnson

I remember when /I met you down the park or somewhere
90s kids on the cider somewhere
maybe down the park or the funfair
maybe down school, doesn't really matter mate, at all
I just know that I liked you,
and you liked me,
Little Lianne and Little Luke like Nikes
getting proper ticked off
so getting pissed up
playing spin the bottle down a yard what a picture
'member the next day trying to find ya
wanted to be your boyfriend you blamed the cider
we turned into real good mates, friend zoned
but it was a zone I never wanted to let go
time passed, we became a crew
Leanne, you, Cheryl, guy and little Rudy too
And then the rest always chilling down Seans and Lukes
Few heads down Stans, we were all bad news, its like

Mate, I cant believe what I've done
I've let you down so much
You stuck up for me, when I needed your love
But I let you down, when you needed my hugs

You needed the truth, but I fed you a lie
You needed to hear this whole story of mine
And now you're gonna know it, I'm so sorry I lied
I'm sorry so much mate, I'm just wishing I'd die,

Do you remember when they started saying things about me?
And you was there, backing me up, I never doubted, your love
You were there in my corner the whole time
fighting my case for a crime
I had to lie mate, trying to protect my family
trying to protect the necks of those around me
I wasn't gonna fess up, not in those days
had a business and a family, I'd lose the lot mate
you're gonna hear things that I've said and I've done
and yeah I blame the drugs, its still summin I've done
I'm so sorry mate, I went on the run
Wish I never came back, wishing I'd jumped
off of a cliff or maybe into a bus
But I guess I'm still here for a reason, blessed by God
so when you hear about me in the news
please believe me, I'm sorry mate, I love you dearly

Mate, I cant believe what I've done
I've let you down so much
You stuck up for me, when I needed your love
But I let you down, when you needed my hugs

You needed the truth, but I fed you a lie
You needed to hear this whole story of mine
And now you're gonna know it, I'm so sorry I lied
I'm sorry so much mate, I'm just wishing I'd die,

Beat by Rrarebear 'Your Sign'