i am not late b/c "everyone else is" + jazz brain explained + Luke 11:24-26

smoothie. pecans. sunshine. Bible. bigbook
it's JUST a hat damnit
my nostrils are so fucked up
the last time i worked the steps i was batshit cos i was obsessing about my spiritual condition
i never tried to rope anybody into anything
i put way too much ginger in this
since i am reworking the steps i am reading the bigbook again n it is resonating way more than it did in my early twenties
nobody can comprehend a supreme being
most of the latinos are not late but mostly everyone else is
i must add on additional tasks in order to leave the house on time
i need God in order to do anything
trust God. clean house. help others.
bill wilson took this from Christian principles
of course you will still be attacked since you have not overcome that original weakness
i don't think that ocd spirit is ever gonna leave me
it can't affect me the way that it hopes to
i don't ever wanna mirror the behavior of a narcissist
i've just had to accept certain things about myself
bill wilson was dropping lcd for a reason
marijuana does wonders for the pineal gland
drug use can be very therapeutic if you're doing it for the right reason
we still live in a totally fallen world
this is why carl jung had the opinion on spirituality that he did
people have faith in all kinds of things materialistic n short-term
the void of boredom is the worst
tv is addictive due to the escapism aspect
maybe just maybe it's all the distractions that keep us from fixing our problems
many spiritual concepts that make immediate sense to me
i don't need the Clergy to agree w/ me
it's super pagan is what it is
i don't need to be taught how to pray
i'd way rather diy everything
like i've said...5 star all you can eat buffet vs. handisnacks
Jesus was the one who gave us the Lord's Prayer
i don't think they're thinking much about it, actually
am i wrong for being concerned about this
it took donald trump for me to read the Bible
i used to take everything personally
it was my experience that allowed me to apply the steps
i am a bad whitey
observing those that refuse to do shadow work further inspires me to keep going w/ mine
i don't think satisfaction is remotely possible anyway