McCain — I Don’t Hate America But I Just Hate It Without My Father’s Leadership

The first thing I have to say is that I’m surrounded with support… I try not to feel bad for myself.

I just don’t — I think he would be terribly pissed if I walked around that way anyway.. I learned that grief is a very toxic taboo subject, it makes people very uncomfortable. I am almost five months out since he I’m sad every single day. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with sharing that.

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I have moments where I think that I just can’t do anything anymore without him. And it’s a weird place to be in in so many different ways. As a daughter I’m grieving and I’m sad.  As an American, I hate this country without him in it.

I know that sounds awful. I don’t hate America but I just hate it without his leadership. I’m very — I’m sad all the time. I’m struggling with that sadness.