people just do stuff w/out doing it TO us

so tempting to despair right now
i dunno why things happen the way that they do
taking anything personally is silly n i am so glad that i've worked in restaurants for as long as i have
i messed up today n i just smiled about it
worst thing you can do whenever you make a mistake
it's all too easy to get stuck on this track
if it's spiritual that means it could also be demonic
trusting God is true peace
since it's slim pickens out there...
i don't have to have a pet to get by
it's not just the companionship, it's touching the animal's fur
they are so desperate for somebody (ANYBODY!) to understand their viewpoint
this is why the truth business is booming right now
i know i just sound paraonid
if you weren't already schizo you will be by the time you're done here
what if there ain't any actual relief
it's okay to be depressed, you're not wrong
you do it cos you think it's what you're supposed to do
this is why social media is so destructive
we are sold this idea of satisfaction n what we are told gives us a false sense of security
religion does sumin positive for me repeatedly
really n truly i think it helps people not play victim about their set of circumstances
a personal relationship w/ God is far more reliable
question marks bring me closer to God
when you think you know shit you screw up cos you get cocky n self-centered
when i can accept not knowing sumin i am totally fine w/ whatever it is
easier to proselytize about than actually apply
i am earlier than i was yesterday
singing for the Lord is a damn good reason to be late
better to be lost in thought no matter how dangerous my head can be
you wanna get to a place where you can trust yourself
they shame us loners cos we don't require validation
i wore a bra, that's how much i love God
it does make me sad that a baby won't ever suck these tits
my 39th bday was terrible (also recovering from shingles)
i have a ketchup foot!
yes i had a packet of ketchup on the floorboard, i am that fucking silly
that's a sign that sumin needs to be addressed
the smell of ketchup is the absolute worst
ag's yt channel is the most authentic thing on the internet
i am too much of a child in case you couldn't tell
at least i knew that domestication wasn't in the cards
this is the how n why i know that i didn't make the wrong decision
why would you FEAR missing out
this whole culture is retarded
damnit! i thought this was a sani wipe
i totally forgot about that sani wipe when i went inside
i needed that Holy bread bad
my instincts have never steered me in the wrong direction
a lotta these people don't have anybody else n i empathize
i can't offer them what they really want tho
not even a fan of the idea of having a husband
i have this male archetype in my head n he is so prominent
the man in my head will never leave!