I'm Sorry, Mate (For Bennett) ~ Luke Johnson

Produced by Rrarebear 'Gone Before Dark'

Mate
Dunno what to say
It's all going wrong these days
I've longed and I've longed for time
To tell you why
I been going out my mind
I been gone for a while
Lost in a hundred miles
Of thunder and rain and while>
I've seen you a couple of times
I never get time
To tell you this truth of mine
N if I told you the truth
You'd think it's the usual shite
Delusions of blue lights
Cookoo in the mind
You'd be thinking
Like I'd been drinking
Smoking a few pipes
But I'm sober and fine
Swear down I'm gonna do time
Looking at a few like,
I dunno about 15 maybe
This shits so crazy
I wish I had a new life
I been looking for the light
Looking for a sign
Looking for my Jesus to come by
I dunno why I'm still here
Shoulda been dead by now
But Gods kept me alive
So I’m praying for my life
It’s the way that I fight
It’s the way that I stay in the sunlight
Some time one day
Maybe I’ll be out of this
But I’m doubting its gonna be soon
Cos its been years now
N I’ve been cleared out
Of my hope, I’m just hoping for some type
Of a sign from God that'll come by
Change me in a way that I'll want like
All clean and righteous
Really enlightened
Strong with the way and the truth and the life
I've just gotta keep the faith
I've been disgraced
Now I gotta stay strong this time////
Mate
Dunno what to say
I'm sorry for the whole of my life
Dunno what you know just yet
But I'm not gonna get
Any prizes this time
This time I been caught in a big lie
Big time so the courts gonna think I'm
Some kind of a demon
Lying and scheming
Deep down it don't feel right
I don't feel like I'm an evil
Mate
I dunno what to say
Mate
I dunno what to say
Mate
I dunno what to say
Mate
I'm sorry, mate