I Want to Be With God, But Don't Think I Can

A man has an interesting conversation with Jesse in church.

00:00 I don't seem to want it. I go with distractions.
02:52 Silence: Right now we’re just staring at each other...
03:28 Not ready for the straight and narrow? Want it?
04:45 Want to suffer until ready? Fine with me, God, and Jesus!
05:06 Feel so ignorant
05:29 I know how simple it is: The present.
05:44 Q: Should you throw away the "stuff"?
06:33 Throw away playing God, judging, living in thoughts
06:49 Throw away identity with things. "Wanting" identity?
07:53 You don't know that. "I'm regurgitating." Don't regurgitate.
08:29 You're making me tired. Speak from your chest...
08:44 White people are a mess, huh?
09:03 Be present. Don't want it?
09:26 Look how bad Mimi is. "Complicated." So don't give up.
09:50 Take his mic real fast. Because of time.

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