accelerated nihilism? no thanks

personal growth n transformation is totally possible but you have to be open to it
change is typically not welcomed
https://www.youtube.com/@faristhebizman
i tend to freak people out, i know
i can't find this quote
physiognomy is somewhat revealing
i've never tried to be more presentable
we can't be lesbians at Church
men don't have to be aesthetically pleasing in order to be attractive
i'm not gonna deny that part of myself
i never said this was my whole identity damnit
it's all part of who i am
i suck at lying n it makes me nervous cos it reminds me of this shit world
i think about all the horrible things i have done every time i take Holy Communion
becuz of how we process information we can easily fall into the bear trap of personal bias esp when there's free dopamine involved
women always talk about rape cos they insert themselves in hypothetical situations involving incest
it's narcissism not-so-cleverly disguised as empathy
this is the second black truck that has passed me that needs a brake job
thelonious (car) ain't so bad after all
politics is a great scapegoat
i take full ownership of my screweyness
women are soooo easily screwed up
flip phone IS the resistance
missing out on what exactly
all information is relevant based on everyone's personal opinion about its' level of importance
mostly everything is subjective
direction comes from God, this world is designed to confuse
the comment section is quite telling
the gotcha comments are amusing
i agree w/ these people but it's obviously a cope
the ongoing squabbles on yt are very similar to the twitter "conversations"
all these mfs are shills working for the system
real truth tellers are pretty broke
i have to self-destruct in order to fit in w/ society
as if i don't fully recognize my own hypocrisy
i definitely sounded like i was being arrogant about flip phone life
God gave me extra information to absorb, i reckon
they're already dead so what's the point in telling em to off themselves
i got choir practice today
so grateful i can sing again
i wanna help guide the more virtuous ones on their spiritual journey n i don't take this responsibility lightly
of course all the narkies are gonna assume that i'm showing off cos that's what THEY would do
na na na na na na j/k